You can use photopea as a webapp using ublock
I used to use SearXNG until I discovered 4get
Congratulations, you just summarized Gnosticism and you have religious beliefs.
The thing is, everyone have one, you could be worshiping money, yourself, a person, science, a political party or whatever.
Just stop believing that you are superior because others know what god they serve and you don’t.
Cry about it