I know that the idea is bad, but we live in this world once and there will be no second time, so I decided to try.
Of course, I understand that it’s almost impossible to tell the difference between real people and bots on the internet, but could you recommend an online platform where I could try to find the right people for my purposes? (rather than on Discord and similar platforms that leak user data), or has the internet become a dumping ground and I’ll have to look for the right people offline?
At first it sounded like you suspect that someone you know is a sociopath, and want to know if you should start a relationship with them.
But, at the end it sounds like you are actively searching for sociopaths to start a relationship with.
The first scenario is a bad idea.
The second one is insane.
Maybe OP is a sociopath?
OP does not seem conscious enough for introspection. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Po4adxJxqZk