if i am not around women i find attractive for extended periods of time, i eat like a pig, sleep like a pig, become lazy and slowly feel like more and more shit
if i am not around women i find attractive for extended periods of time, i eat like a pig, sleep like a pig, become lazy and slowly feel like more and more shit
Sounds like you’re externally motivated.
do you even know what that means?
It means the impetus that drives you to improve yourself or even maintain yourself comes from other people, rather than self-regulation.
In your case, social status, specifically social approval from women you find attractive.
There’s nothing wrong with that. Sounds like you just need to maintain contact with those types of people to stay motivated. Shouldn’t be too hard to arrange.