Butt sex.

Peace and consideration.

I want to be able to help and make my neighborhood better and feed my family but without the frantic pace. I once had a surgery that put me in the hospital for a few days. Even with the recovery and pain and everything, it remains one of my happiest memories. I was resting, cared for, and looked after. I have none of that in my daily life.

To be able to walk again

I would like to live in a global society were the worst off person has a decent life. food, housing, medicine, education.

Proper wealth distribution for now and in perpetuity (no billionaires or trillionaires. Apparently my spell-check doesn’t recognize the latter as a word, so it’s got the right idea.) I’d like global warming to be fixed, AI to disappear, and for people to use critical thinking on a daily basis both for the news they encounter, and to reflect on their own beliefs.

Then once that’s accomplished, I’d like to be aged back to my mid-20s so I can have a family. I love kids, but the idea is absolutely unfeasible with the way the world is. Even if things started getting fixed today, it would take years if not decades for everything to settle, and I’d be in the “advanced maternal age” camp with all its risks, or straight up going through menopause before it’s all done. Even if I adopted, I’d rather have more youth myself so I can keep up with the kids.

The rich really, truly fucked the world (and shot themselves in the foot) by making it prohibitively expensive for so many of us to survive.

Unironically, money//stable income. Being piss poor has resulted a lower experience of life for us, every time we get some money it’s all spent on necessities we neglected for a long time due to not having income. We don’t want to be rich, but we do want to have a stable and reasonable income where we can save up for things we want and spend a reasonable amount on living.

In that sense it would only be reachable for us if we owned our own business, we’ve been thinking of opening a record shop (that also has cool collectibles/comics/etc stuffs) with an online shop and even sell some home made art stuff. Or get really big in our current business with art commissions. Regardless one way or another, there has to be a couch or a day bed where we can lay down for when our chronic pains flare up and we will be slay trans girl behind the counter 💅🏻 lmao.

The vegetables I grow to get eaten by insects less often. Giving up on kale as it’s been stripped bare.

Living a bit closer to the sea would be nice too, it’s only a 5 mins bike ride but close to half an hour to walk which is a little awkward if I wanted to take a kayak.

For things to stop getting worse

I want Steam Frame to come out and be in stock long enough for me to buy it. I don’t even care how much it will cost, although I’d never buy from a scalper.

I’ve not felt such child-like excitement for a new toy in years.

I want the american tech industry to stop ruining the world.

My health back (post covid syndrome).

A kitten

Right this moment?

To be able to move house to a nice part of a small city (we’re working on our current house at the moment to make it saleable at a decent price)

Would be nice to have one or two more people in our relationship, too, but I’m not holding my breath …

To be able to live life comfortably without always worrying about not having enough money

To be gendered correctly without immense effort on my part. I know it’s trivial af for cis people, but it steers most of my decision making and how I interact with people. I wish I could just exist and be seen correctly like most everyone else.